My day

Well today I have weighed myself this morning and I now have lost 12.1 kg. Which is great except that I'm still having big issues with my self esteem and and self image. I am having trouble stepping out of the big morbid super obese me and into the big morbid obese me. My husband gave me a $100 to go shopping for clothes this morning but I couldn't find anything I liked or more importantly felt comfortable in, which means I got the shits with my self and Brendon got the shits with me for not stepping out on a limb and just getting stuff. Oh well my battle with the bulge and my mind will continue....